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well i hope so as i am being given a lift.
my leg has swollen up today so will not be walking much
thanks for all your kindness every one , wish my life off the blog was as wonderfull
xx

trying to keep stick in mud
i wondered if i could aford a spud,
a fiver for a potato and cheese,
ooh did that girl have to sneaze ,
at least four spuds were hit,
with those germs unfit.
i think i'll stich to bread and cheese,
were no girl is there to sneze
and save the fiver for another day,
but my piggys some nice fresh hay.
xx

a good day tired too but so so muddy

i have known for a few days, but kind of scared to say,
i can have a mobility car in December and have to choose,
but i will have to have a new one as that incudes insurance an tax but why should i drive a posh car whn i am not able to work
you might think i am being silly but i am in a real mess about it.

maggi puck put an big snow ball down the front of my pants when i was ten, and i ran away crying, the snow ball still in place.

still home not gone away as i hoped.
well

what has a bottom at the top ?

were do you find a cat with no legs ?

had the chance to have a few days in a caravan
back sunday
love and thanks

Rain non stop,my hairs gone flop,my coat has leaked,my trainers all wet my sock to i bet, so i'm of for a bath, full and warm, loads of bubbles and smelling sweet , a mug of chocolate and a piece of toast ,music on the radio, a warm towl, tucked up in bed in nice clean cotton sheets, sweet smell of fowers , rain on the window do i care no, i feel all sleepy , i have a nice dream, under a waterfall naked in the sun a friend holding hands , a warm smile, a short walk a good lunch, a smile as i wake, and rember my friends on my little blog get it down ,wait for a comment, feel their love ,enjoy their support wish i could help them to ,one day a cyber kiss , thanks
xx

bet you hate it
notice only one horn

what do you think

as i slept in my little bed
a little thought crept to my head,
my little bootom all exposed ,
who is spanking me no one knows,
my botty all pink ,he takes his leave,
but, a glow,a smile is a dream come true,
as i wake this very day,
next time he comes,
perhaps he will also have his way.

well i have been in bed most of the day, so fellt like i needed a shower , so found some nice smellies and yes put a shower cap on Yes pink too! got my towl ready on theated towl rail.
took my razor in with me and sahved all my body ALL, did sting a bit but felt so nice and smooth ,so good to fell the water warm and strong, easing me relaxing all the tension, enjoying my nakedness. then of with the shower dryed myself with the flannel
shock loads of blood i must have caught myself inabout ten spots
now i have ten bits of tissue stuck to me,
but i smell sweet so if someone could tell the postman i would like a late delery please !
feel so relaxed
zzzzzzzzzz zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

seems i am not resting, and i need to understand that i must be carefull,
but once again full of tablets.

A change to MPs' expenses designed to clean up the system could allow them to claim nearly twice as much as before.

The new subsistence allowance, which replaces the food allowance, could be worth £775 a month instead of £400.

It allows MPs to claim £25 for any night they spend away on Parliamentary business without producing a receipt.

years ago when i was working, i had to live on my wage, if i had to go away i had to find an inexpencive meal, and be carfull about how i filled my claim in .
how many people could you feed for £775 a month ?
dont they ever get invited out for dinner,or perhaps they have no friends !
well MP'S come and have dinner with me, i will give you a wonderfull meal, and give me a £5 and i will be more than happy
dinner at six and wash you grimmy hands!

well that would be nice, swimming in the warm sea, hearing laughter, eating my first stawberry of the year, passing my driving test and kissing the examiner true!
seeing a newborn lamb born ,helping some in some way.
these are the things that make me smile,
HOW ABOUT YOU

well i have seem a puppy i would love and have been offered it cheaply as a favour ,sort of you help me learn about gardening and i will help you.
but its the breed ,the name its a bitch ten weeks old, but its called please excuse the spelling ,its a shit poo !!
how could i tell people i have a ---- --- it does not shed hair i keep chuckeling gets me wondering what else you could cros a poodle with.

been lying in bed upset, for more than an hour ,had a realy real and vivid dream,that i heard a cry from my dog and saw this big dog running down the road with somthing in its mouth, i ran to see and it was my dogs leg all of it, i grabed it and went to find my friend she was lying down in a terrible state. i got her to the vet but dont know what happened.
In my life i have had several dogs ,red setter, rough collie ,lasa apso , yorky ,x/setter always got so much from them and made sure they had a life too, so this dream realy got into my head, sat and cryed you might say it was only a dream but realy wish i understood why.

when is she comming back i keep looking hoping,
realy miss her any one know please.

am i going to get in deep water with this one
i have been out and about today ,yes week but feeling bit better,well i have found my self looking at breasts, sorry seem to be sitting and thinking so much well sat on a bench and could not help my self i was tying to work out what sort of bust i would realy like .
i have seen all shapes and sizes , some looked like they would tumbel out at any moment,some looked like they needed a good bra, so so small i wondered if they were happy or not, pretty bras tatty bras
well sort of decided on a softer c sort of size but sort of saw somthing nice in what ever people had ,
saw a mum cuddel her son into her bossom and felt tears because i would so love to do that.
am i naugty looking , what is the best sort of bust to have, how does it feel to show clevage,and see a man looking or woman.
are breasts a problem, ever ?

i seem to have a problem, i am wispering so please dont tell any one.
I seem to have a popping problem, my diet has not changed, so why , and its only little tiny ones, but it is funny because my dog growls at me when it happens not an angry growl more of a moan .
not sure i should go out just incase i botty cough, any cures
this is day two.
and i have this craving for baked beans ,but just dont dare!

It makes you fell so wonderfull to see the weather forcast and be told Sunday heavey rain , monday rain .
ooooooooooooooooooH bu-----------------r
i have been out side all day and loved it today,
my pigs have a great new home , a shed all to them selveds pics to follow, wonder what g/pig tastes like!

just got two new pigs a boy and a girl
eight weeks old
not good pics but will try when a little tamer
can not cach the boy but this is the little girl

yes just that, some one has put a envelope wish ten crisp 5 's in my door, Why,who, when.
should i keep should i put in a charity box?
if i keep it what should i do with it?
You decide!
Please.
xxxx

once upon a time, in blog fairy land lived a goergous princess called Elissa
who one day slipped and fell into----

anyone got a confession ,or somthing they would like to get of their chest
,perhaps i could pretend i am an agony aunt from hell!

i would love a nice fresh cream sponge cake with strawberys in side, ohh yes some chinese sticky ribs, and sweet and sour duck with plum sause, ohh and a group of girl friends round to share it. please!
and and and loads of hugs

And old man sitting up against a tree,
his hand gently on his knee,
 a sandwich and a flask,
why is he there i want to ask,
eyes full of stories, of days of old,
his sprit is not old, his bones might tired
, but his spirit not retired, a half eaten sandwich ,and a drink,
 just resting,watching and having a think,
 people shout when they talk to him,
 but his hearing is not dim,
but he smiles and laughes,and gives a wink,
tips his hat ,and says good day ,and has a little drink,
but that old tree is a good friend,
 when he's sad it helps to mend, taking time to sit a while,
all his memories to file,
 tears and laughter,
he's rite back there,
old age is just not fair.

well i am still here, after a terrible day yesterday.
i had great care ,but very poor care too, they did all the tests they had lots of people check on me, they gave me xrays, blood tests pain injections that was ok, but from 6.30 am i could not get a drink i asked lots of people, and it was ok'd but still no drink at 4.30 then medicate me and send me home.
this morning just potering, looking outside seeing all there is to do,but it will have to wait.
oh yes i had to get ataxi home, 25 squid not nice !

sorry all i can do just at the mo
xxxx

this is very short i have just come home from hospital, seeems i have had a small heart attack, so need lots of rest .more when i can
xx

i am thinking of closeing down , not going away but becoming somone else
do you think you would be able to find me?
how would you know it was me,
thanks for all you kindness,
xx
as for the people who hurt me maybe they did me a favor and made me realise
what is realistic, i feel no anger towards them, so i need to move on.
xxx

a little about why i am in such a mess.
on saterday a took a kicking whilst out ,ended up in hospital with broken rib, and feeling very sore and a tooth missing.
sunday morning went out to my car and somone had keyed all over it.
police were less that helpfull ,i was dressed in trousers and top ,

sorry to have been away
not been well, and feel desperatly down, thginking of closing this all down.

i wish i could put a ruck sack together and just go and live wild for the rest of my life.
this blog seems to be getting to much

just up for a while to check if any one loves me, in my mail, sadly feel sicky
so back to bed sorry, expect will enjoy a break

try again later
can you all talk quitly also please.
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i will put the pot on, sit down wont be long.
the humble cup of tea, i drink loads more than i should i supose,
and if some one comes its on with the kettle.
i used to have suar years ago , then a little while ago i droped the milk too so its black tea most of the time, just first cup of the day with milk.
hate fruit teas ,so sweet.

just been thinking about trust, who can you trust
polititions?
pappers
weatherman
friends
our selves ?
i seem to trust again and again just hoping !

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"The cordial quality of pear or plum
Rises as gladly in the single tree
As in the whole orchards resonant with bees."
- Emerson
IS THIS TRUE?
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thats me, i have no motivation, no energy, and feel i have nothing anyone would want to hear.
Tryed to park near the beach, but holidaymakers have filled all the spaces,and even parked in the disabled spots and not got blue badges,
petrol has gone up again 105 a litre for unleaded.
and i droped a dozen eggs all broken,
been stung by two bees, stung by nettles and have a large thorn up my thumb.
even have a group of phesants in the garden and that so noisy the way i feel,
and set the washing machine to a hot wash by mistake when washing delicates,
and my gas bottles have just run out so thats another ninty pou nds to find
sh------------------------------------------------

well just wondered!
and how much is a pint nawdays,it twenty two years since i went in a pub for a drink, i gave up smoking 14 years ago 60 a day to nill never had one since.

the walls feel like they are closing in on me , i just walked up the road hoping just to see another sole, what a sad jerk i am .

i seem not to know what to say, sort of blank head and feel quite stressd at noy being able to do a post.
even my dog looked at this morning when i told him to sit as if to say why am i sitting are you going to give me some bad news.

dont know much about pop but was thinking how elvis was king of pop now mickiel jackson is gone who will people call king of pop?
and who is queen of po?

i rember in a comic some years ago about some one called thunder pants,
well in the village shop this morning i heard the biggest loudest botty cough in the world,and i jumped ,wondered what was going on,
i think the sheves shook, it wasen't me i promise, It was a little old lady who just gave me the sweatest smile and said they are expecting thunder.
took her eggs and bread and left.

a nice one to start the day. whats the thing in your life that you had the most fun doing, or feel proudest of, or your best achivement.
mine was standing up in front of five hundred people and being able to tell my story and sitting down after and thinking i have moved on !

had a letter from the palace today!
realy so excited i wrote abot two weeks ago and mentioned that i had seen her in a magazine and thought how nice she looked,
well her senior lady in waiting was asked to thank me for my comment and her majesty was pleased with such a pleasant comment and sends her thanks!

what title will she give me?

yesterdays post is on the buzz,it has 40 comments,never had that before,
it started as a private post then i thought maybe i should open it out.
have a look at it ,great to have some more comments,

Please this is horrid but i have been trying to write it down for more than a month, i did tell the police ten years ago so dont worry.
whilst in the house being made to have sexx with all those people one memory stands out so big much more powerfull than any other. one day a boy about 18 refused to have sex and hit a customer,we all knew that there would be payback.
The next morning four of us were made to sit around a wooden table, then he was dragged in, we were told that if ever we did not do what we had to do this would happen to us
his hands were placed one on top of the other, and a six inch nail was hammered though onto the table.
we felt sick ,shocked and were kicked back into our rooms
we never saw him again.

how many do you know

Can you easily admit your faults?

I just love it, i have two CDs one for at home and one for the car, but just had the thought, i feel more femine when i watch it, that doesnt quite sound rite but do you know what i mean
and how does it make you feel ,you might hate it.

just been and picked
10lb broad beans
2lb gosberrys
2lb rassberrys
2 cucumbers
1 lb strawbwrys
1 lb toms
10 spring onions
10 garlic onions
1 lb sugersnap peas
1 cabbage
2 large onions
5lb potatoes

how much would that cost in the shops
thats just one day
xxx

i wonder if i could hear you views about my gender, i wonder why i am like i am,
is it genetic, is it ?
How do you feel about it please be honest, it realy would be good to talk about it freely.

sorry not been around today, seem to have a fevor and bad head so checked my mail sorry if i have missed anyone please for give ,going back to bed.
xx

just wached the tv and saw a small child light a candle for lost cat,
just made me wonder who i would light a candle for or for what.
i expect i would light one for the solders overseas, hoping we would see no more deaths,
who or why would you light one for?

i waited most of the day at hospital to see the specialist about my bones, then just saw a trainee, had some xrays and came away none the wiser after waiting 6 monthes .
and feeling everY thin i do is such a strugle,i must be being punished for somthing.
feel down, and had the strangest of thoughts ,wished i was back in that room in london, with no choices suffering.

i have an ipod never been into anything like that before but when i am feeling unwell i lie and watch the music vidio's on it and so far i have three

michael jackson
billie jean
earth song
heal the world
well i have decided i can afford to down load one a week
so could you recomend your best of all time one please,
as i would like to start a classic collection.
xxx

my cucumvers are not normaly like this it even as a leaf coming from the side
but very very tasty
xxx

well i fancy a change, i was try to think what sort of picture i would like, would it be a pair of muddy hands with some veg no, femail Rambo all sweaty and cobat bra no well can you help me look i think i would like to be a mermaid, as i love the sea, nature, and am sort of half and half . have looked but no joy
dont get many mermaids with an E bust!
if nay one has seen one please tell me how to get it.
xxx

a little but it has saved me an hours watering so am pleased.
But the roads are steaming, and fog has come in from the sea,and with it a strange stillness.
can almost hear the pirates rowing ashore!
how are you all?

Well feels like i am the one in the roasting dish,
well basted,and creamed,
just been gardening, feel like i am getting to med well done,
going from golden brown to med dark treacle,
down to just my pants,
boobs to hot ,they are in the cool of the wardrobe,
all my animalls are asleep, dog ,g/pig,mice.
just going to hose myself down,
need to go and pick strawberrys for ice cream,
but amazingly i have no hunger,
even the countryside seems to be resting out of the heat,
the birds are singing, but gently, so as not to disturb,
only to put their friends into gentle slumber,
a rabbit sits in the long grass ,
safe knowing that his foes are saving their strenght,
the green house is almost ripening in front of my eyes,
tomatoes yellow,red scenting all around,
peppers chillies hot before ,await my basket,
cucumbers so long yet cool stading pround saying look at me.
but sad in a corner on its own forgotten for just a single day,
RIP is my tea bag ,dry and dead,good bye little friend,
sorry ,i killed it,weeks of care gone in a day.
were is the wind to cool me down,
so to the hose i must go,
and off to blog an hour away,
so hello friends i am back again
to smile to greet to say hello.

Every man is a fool for at least five minutes every day; wisdom consists of not exceeding the limit." -Unknown

just ben poking around my blog, and thought about subscriptions, it is so nice to have them, feel rather touched when somone subs my blog.
so any one who would like too ,it would be great, you get extra xxx

just thinking how it must be at the head office of blogland,
the rolls royce delivers them to the office at ten, the champagne in the bordroom, then a few quick calls to celebs,then their personal trainers arrive and give then a quick massarge, then into the office heated pool, followed by a swish lunch, then a carrage ride in the park ,a visit from the odd prince or princess, manicure hairdresser, then tired back in their rolls and home.

is this true blog head office?

well i never have many pennies and i have to be very carefull with them , so i thought it would be nice to be rich beyond my wildest dreams.
So here is the deal.
i will give you a job for one million pounds a year to look after me and keep me happy,
please state how you might do this and why i should give you this wonderfull job.

and why you would be the perfect person for this.