tag:blue2pink.blog.co.uk,2009-11-22:/meMokoFeed2009-11-22T09:53:19+01:00tag:blue2pink.blog.co.uk,2009-11-22:/2009/11/22/white-christmas-7433832/blue2pink2009-11-22T08:35:55+01:002009-11-22T08:35:55+01:00 <p>Last night I went to Plymouth to see White Christmas.<br> I had a seat three rows from the front ,and soon the lights went down<br> i was transported to a happy place of song and laughter ,lights and spectical for three hours, I had a magical time ! Allied Jones was not just good he was brilliant.I sang at the top of my voice,we had snow falling on us. i then on the way home i had a kebab and poped into bed<br> after midnigh with a big smile on my face ,Fantastic!!! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://blue2pink.blog.co.uk/2009/11/22/white-christmas-7433832/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:blue2pink.blog.co.uk,2009-11-21:/2009/11/21/so-funny-7426935/blue2pink2009-11-21T15:09:32+01:002009-11-21T15:09:32+01:00 <p>just been in tears watching this.<br> ://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3sZcyNktWAU </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://blue2pink.blog.co.uk/2009/11/21/so-funny-7426935/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:blue2pink.blog.co.uk,2009-11-21:/2009/11/21/need-a-smile-7426783/blue2pink2009-11-21T14:43:27+01:002009-11-21T14:43:27+01:00 <p>you need a smile this will do it<br> <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ycmneu6BDWA">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ycmneu6BDWA</a> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://blue2pink.blog.co.uk/2009/11/21/need-a-smile-7426783/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:blue2pink.blog.co.uk,2009-11-21:/2009/11/21/wet-and-windy-7425340/blue2pink2009-11-21T11:44:27+01:002009-11-21T11:44:27+01:00 <p>horrid out there,today and i didnt sleep well last night ,so feel a bit yuck this morning,also carnt find my glass's have an old pair so it realy hard writing this as it is a bit of a blur.<br> also feel like i would like a good cry ! is that a stupid thing to say?<br> my emotions are all overthe place .<br> guinea pig still not had babbies yet , and having eel for lunch. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://blue2pink.blog.co.uk/2009/11/21/wet-and-windy-7425340/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:blue2pink.blog.co.uk,2009-11-20:/2009/11/20/droped-a-knife-7421742/blue2pink2009-11-20T18:49:01+01:002009-11-20T18:49:01+01:00 <p>i have just had my tea and i realy thought i was going to need to go to hospital , i was cutting with a largechopping knife when i dont know how i droped it, it stuck into my shoe!<br> i dont often wear shoes almost never, i looked down thinking the worst<br> but felt no pain, i took my shoe of and it had landed betwen my toes and stuck firmly into the sole of the shoe! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://blue2pink.blog.co.uk/2009/11/20/droped-a-knife-7421742/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:blue2pink.blog.co.uk,2009-11-20:/2009/11/20/my-mind-7421434/blue2pink2009-11-20T17:52:43+01:002009-11-20T17:52:43+01:00 <p>today has been a mile stone for me ,i was fully understanding about my gender and my sincere wish to change.<br> well today i have spent hours reading and waching vidio's<br> and the result !</p> <p>i know in my heart i want this, and i am excited for the first time that<br> i will bemore than i had expected.<br> i know i can do this, because i know i have anwered my own questions honestly.</p> <p>i walk forward carefully, and am so sure this is me. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://blue2pink.blog.co.uk/2009/11/20/my-mind-7421434/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:blue2pink.blog.co.uk,2009-11-20:/2009/11/20/good-and-bad-new-7419789/blue2pink2009-11-20T13:46:31+01:002009-11-20T13:46:31+01:00 <p>well the good news is--------------- parcel force have written saying they have my parcel but!!!!!</p> <p>i had to ring and pay customs £ 28 feel realy sad !!<br> so they will be arriving monday! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://blue2pink.blog.co.uk/2009/11/20/good-and-bad-new-7419789/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:blue2pink.blog.co.uk,2009-11-20:/2009/11/20/back-to-school-7419566/blue2pink2009-11-20T12:59:18+01:002009-11-20T12:59:18+01:00 <p><a href="http://www.blog.co.uk/media/photo/p1040236/4126367" title="P1040236"><img src="http://data6.blog.de/media/367/4126367_256cf90c1c_m.jpg" alt="P1040236"></a><a href="http://www.blog.co.uk/media/photo/p1040238/4126368" title="P1040238"><img src="http://data6.blog.de/media/368/4126368_327e659ef9_m.jpg" alt="P1040238"></a></p> <p>just so sorry for my male ,on his own so going to try taking him for walks</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://blue2pink.blog.co.uk/2009/11/20/back-to-school-7419566/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:blue2pink.blog.co.uk,2009-11-20:/2009/11/20/collective-wish-7418941/blue2pink2009-11-20T10:57:39+01:002009-11-20T10:57:39+01:00 <p>i wonder if you all consentratedy about my shoes comming if they would turn up today and put me out of my missery, cos i want to totter around in my first pair of heels.<br> Please please </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://blue2pink.blog.co.uk/2009/11/20/collective-wish-7418941/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:blue2pink.blog.co.uk,2009-11-20:/2009/11/20/just-a-hi-7418750/blue2pink2009-11-20T10:20:40+01:002009-11-20T10:20:40+01:00 <p>dont realy know what to say, i am ok so dont worry,<br> perhaps my brain is having a little rest.<br> but thought it would be good just to say hi to my friends<br> and send my love and thanks to you all.<br> xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://blue2pink.blog.co.uk/2009/11/20/just-a-hi-7418750/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:blue2pink.blog.co.uk,2009-11-19:/2009/11/19/the-wind-is-blowing-i-sit-in-my-chair-and-7414040/blue2pink2009-11-19T15:48:33+01:002009-11-19T15:49:31+01:00 <p>the wind is blowing<br> i sit in my chair and listen,<br> the sun streams in on my sleeping dog,<br> the clock ticks ticks ticks,<br> my mind is so full<br> i feel so alone in all this,<br> i have hope that i will have my dream,<br> i have no one to hold my hand,<br> i want to talk, and get all this out,<br> knowing i can do this has made it harder to be me at the moment,<br> what am i trying to say<br> i am so different from who i was a few months ago,<br> but i want to be out of this dreadfull place<br> i know more than ever i need this, but knowing that is so hard.<br> i sit in my chair and think,<br> i wach my dog in the sun,<br> he is old and will never see the new me,</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://blue2pink.blog.co.uk/2009/11/19/the-wind-is-blowing-i-sit-in-my-chair-and-7414040/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:blue2pink.blog.co.uk,2009-11-19:/2009/11/19/threatre-dreams-7413565/blue2pink2009-11-19T14:31:50+01:002009-11-19T14:31:50+01:00 <p>well the book has come out for the threatre royal for next year<br> and i sat up in my seat when i saw what is on next year<br> The sound of music well i just have to have to but wow gosh loads of pennies </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://blue2pink.blog.co.uk/2009/11/19/threatre-dreams-7413565/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:blue2pink.blog.co.uk,2009-11-19:/2009/11/19/postal-advice-please-7412794/blue2pink2009-11-19T12:13:53+01:002009-11-19T12:13:53+01:00 <p>Had email saying my shoes arrived in the uk on the 11th of november<br> but i have still not had them , should i wait a bit longer and not worry or should i ring up someone, and who should i contact as i am feeling quite worried</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://blue2pink.blog.co.uk/2009/11/19/postal-advice-please-7412794/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:blue2pink.blog.co.uk,2009-11-18:/2009/11/18/feel-missing-parts-7409833/blue2pink2009-11-18T21:50:21+01:002009-11-18T21:50:21+01:00 <p>Please please excuse this one but its in my head and i just have to ask!<br> people who loose a limb ,can still feel it<br> i just wonder if i will still feel my ------ </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://blue2pink.blog.co.uk/2009/11/18/feel-missing-parts-7409833/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:blue2pink.blog.co.uk,2009-11-18:/2009/11/18/dont-like-my-mum-7409010/blue2pink2009-11-18T19:30:16+01:002009-11-18T19:30:16+01:00 <p>How terrible is that!<br> have tryed all my life to get her to love me, and it just never happens<br> so why do i need to keep trying?<br> i ring two or three times a week she is alway off the phone in less than three min.<br> Tonight she was very critacal of me doing volantry work, she just can not see why i should do anything for nothing, i feel so frustrated, i was also going to try and tell her about my gender but it just could not happen the way she was, she is 83 and i wonder if i will ever tell her or even if i need to. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://blue2pink.blog.co.uk/2009/11/18/dont-like-my-mum-7409010/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:blue2pink.blog.co.uk,2009-11-18:/2009/11/18/undies-7408629/blue2pink2009-11-18T18:17:09+01:002009-11-18T18:17:09+01:00 <p>been looking at undies<br> <a href="http://www.blog.co.uk/media/photo/p1040232/4121125" title="P1040232"><img src="http://data6.blog.de/media/125/4121125_1550ed8ffe_m.jpg" alt="P1040232"></a><a href="http://www.blog.co.uk/media/photo/p1040226/4121126" title="P1040226"><img src="http://data6.blog.de/media/126/4121126_ab386cce0c_m.jpg" alt="P1040226"></a> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://blue2pink.blog.co.uk/2009/11/18/undies-7408629/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:blue2pink.blog.co.uk,2009-11-18:/2009/11/18/my-worth-7406719/blue2pink2009-11-18T12:40:30+01:002009-11-18T12:40:30+01:00 <p>on monday some one asked how much all my treatments would cost, i didnt have a clue but was just so so gratfull that they might be posible.<br> but on reflection ,it has made me wonder what my worth is , to me my happiness is woth anything, i have only just realised that, before i didnt think i was worth a pound!.<br> i do understand this needs paying for and that makes me think about how others might value me.</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://blue2pink.blog.co.uk/2009/11/18/my-worth-7406719/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:blue2pink.blog.co.uk,2009-11-18:/2009/11/18/got-the-wind-7406423/blue2pink2009-11-18T11:50:10+01:002009-11-18T11:53:10+01:00 <p>what a blow, just had a little walk, mowed the grass and picked up some leaves wonderfull my face is glowing ,bit puffed but had great fun throwing up leaves into the wind ,the weather can make you feel so alive.<br> have you any memeories of weather and how it made you feel.<br> and a great morning to you all<br> xx </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://blue2pink.blog.co.uk/2009/11/18/got-the-wind-7406423/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:blue2pink.blog.co.uk,2009-11-17:/2009/11/17/happy-guinea-pigs-7400181/blue2pink2009-11-17T15:34:21+01:002009-11-17T15:34:21+01:00 <p>i think my little piggies have a great life, mum still has not had the babbies yet but i can feel them all moving in her tummy.<br> just thought you might like to see part of their home<br> <a href="http://www.blog.co.uk/media/photo/p1040217/4117671" title="P1040217"><img src="http://data6.blog.de/media/671/4117671_8d3b34585f_m.jpg" alt="P1040217"></a><a href="http://www.blog.co.uk/media/photo/p1040219/4117672" title="P1040219"><img src="http://data6.blog.de/media/672/4117672_a43d7c289f_m.jpg" alt="P1040219"></a> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://blue2pink.blog.co.uk/2009/11/17/happy-guinea-pigs-7400181/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:blue2pink.blog.co.uk,2009-11-17:/2009/11/17/costume-party-7399636/blue2pink2009-11-17T14:06:29+01:002009-11-17T14:06:29+01:00 <p>A couple was invited to a swanky Halloween party by a family friend, in which all attendees were required to wear a mask. The wife got a terrible headache and told her husband to go to the party alone, and to make sure to say hello to her family. He, being a devoted husband, protested, but she argued and said she was going to take some aspirin and go to bed and there was no need for his good time to be spoiled by not going. So he took his costume and away he went. </p> <p>The wife, after sleeping soundly for about an hour, woke without pain and as it was still early, decided to go to the party. As her husband didn't know what her costume was, she thought she would have some fun by watching her husband to see how he acted when she was not with him. </p> <p>So she joined the party and soon spotted her husband in his costume, cavorting around on the dance floor, dancing with every nice "chick" he could and copping a little feel here and a little kiss there. His wife went up to him and being a rather seductive babe herself, he left his new partner high and dry and devoted his time to her. She let him go as far as he wished, naturally, since he was her husband. </p> <p>After more drinks he finally whispered a little proposition in her ear and she agreed, so off they went to one of the cars and had passionate intercourse in the back seat. Just before unmasking at midnight, she slipped away and went home and put the costume away and got into bed, wondering what kind of explanation he would make up for his outrageous behaviour. </p> <p>She was sitting up reading when he came in, so she asked what kind of time he had. "Oh, the same old thing. You know I never have a good time when you're not there." Then she asked, "Did you dance much?" </p> <p>He replied, "I'll tell you, I never even danced one dance. When I got there, I met Pete, Bill Brown and some other guys, so we went into the spare room and played poker all evening." </p> <p>"You must have looked really silly wearing that costume playing poker all night!" she said with unashamed sarcasm. </p> <p>"Actually, I gave my costume to your brother, apparently he had the time of his life." </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://blue2pink.blog.co.uk/2009/11/17/costume-party-7399636/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:blue2pink.blog.co.uk,2009-11-17:/2009/11/17/one-day-a-bud-another-7398708/blue2pink2009-11-17T12:46:06+01:002009-11-17T12:46:06+01:00 <p>only just noticed i have another orchid in flower<br> seems lots of things are opening up!<br> <a href="http://www.blog.co.uk/media/photo/p1040216/4117155" title="P1040216"><img src="http://data6.blog.de/media/155/4117155_bf64ccf628_m.jpg" alt="P1040216"></a> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://blue2pink.blog.co.uk/2009/11/17/one-day-a-bud-another-7398708/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:blue2pink.blog.co.uk,2009-11-17:/2009/11/17/a-few-thoughts-7397870/blue2pink2009-11-17T11:25:12+01:002009-11-17T11:25:12+01:00 <p>i can not be cuddled if i dont have my arm open.<br> i carnt see beauty if i dont look,<br> i carnt get anyware if i dont take the first step,<br> i wont look happy unless i feel happy,<br> i wont make a friend if i dont want to.<br> i wont have a future if i dont have a dream,</p> <p>yesterday i was cuddled buy lots of people both mentaly and phyicaly,<br> i saw some beauty in me also,and i took steps into a more positive place,<br> and ido have a dream<br> xx </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://blue2pink.blog.co.uk/2009/11/17/a-few-thoughts-7397870/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:blue2pink.blog.co.uk,2009-11-17:/2009/11/17/a-day-of-blessings-7396259/blue2pink2009-11-17T08:45:37+01:002009-11-17T08:45:37+01:00 <p><a href="http://www.blog.co.uk/media/photo/p1040213/4116751" title="P1040213"><img src="http://data6.blog.de/media/751/4116751_a16f325026_m.jpg" alt="P1040213"></a></p> <p>i will write more later but what i will say is yesterday went very well<br> there are some people out there who have shown me mega kindness and have left me feeling warm and safe,and that life is for living once more<br> and following your dream can bring about wonderfull discoverys along the way. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://blue2pink.blog.co.uk/2009/11/17/a-day-of-blessings-7396259/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:blue2pink.blog.co.uk,2009-11-15:/2009/11/15/strengths-and-weakness-s-7380423/blue2pink2009-11-15T21:55:21+01:002009-11-15T21:55:21+01:00 <p>to try and build a ladder out of a dark spot, i tried to make a list<br> of my strength's and weaknesses<br> well one side was long and the other was very short!<br> but i was distracted from were i was heading.</p> <p>but i do put myself down too much, and after waching a celeb chef doing his stuff today i know i can do so much better up infront of an audiance<br> many years ago i did some demo cooking ,<br> and its easy to forget some of our best days.<br> and i have writen often of those bad days but there have been highs too<br> and i must hold those close </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://blue2pink.blog.co.uk/2009/11/15/strengths-and-weakness-s-7380423/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:blue2pink.blog.co.uk,2009-11-15:/2009/11/15/feel-so-scared-7376136/blue2pink2009-11-15T10:51:33+01:002009-11-15T10:51:33+01:00 <p>i know i do this a lot, but it is how i feel today i feel sick and friegtened about tomorrow . my chest is tight and struggeled to eat anything.<br> feel sick with fear.<br> but also so want to do it </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://blue2pink.blog.co.uk/2009/11/15/feel-so-scared-7376136/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:blue2pink.blog.co.uk,2009-11-15:/2009/11/15/sun-is-shinning-7375914/blue2pink2009-11-15T09:50:00+01:002009-11-15T09:50:00+01:00 <p>yesterday wind rain and a real storm, this morning silence, and no wind and sunshine, bit like my life </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://blue2pink.blog.co.uk/2009/11/15/sun-is-shinning-7375914/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:blue2pink.blog.co.uk,2009-11-13:/2009/11/13/good-night-i-think-7368216/blue2pink2009-11-13T19:08:52+01:002009-11-13T19:08:52+01:00 <p>feel so tired i am off for a nap , might be back<br> xxx </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://blue2pink.blog.co.uk/2009/11/13/good-night-i-think-7368216/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:blue2pink.blog.co.uk,2009-11-13:/2009/11/13/sex-toys-7366962/blue2pink2009-11-13T15:41:00+01:002009-11-13T15:41:00+01:00 <p>after reading lots of quizz answers it seems sex toys are part of most ladies bottom draws.<br> but this puts me in a difficult place in my mind i sort of want<br> some pleasure. but feel i almost can not because i am not there yet<br> its also made me realise i want to be part of a threesome<br> am i a pervert<br> sex seems to be causing me confusion . </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://blue2pink.blog.co.uk/2009/11/13/sex-toys-7366962/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:blue2pink.blog.co.uk,2009-11-13:/2009/11/13/rabbit-poo-cigs-7366413/blue2pink2009-11-13T14:01:14+01:002009-11-13T14:01:14+01:00 <p>Customs officers seize </p> <p>More than £1 million worth of counterfeit cigarettes filled with rabbit droppings instead of tobacco have been confiscated by customs officials in Spain.</p> <p>The fake cigarettes - due to be sold on the black market as famous brands - were discovered after British holidaymakers in the Canary Islands smelled a rat whenever they lit up.</p> <p>"They stunk. They smell just as you'd imagine burning poo to smell," said one customs official in Tenerife.</p> <p>Police and customs staff arrested 12 smugglers in an undercover operation to intercept the cigarettes as they landed on a boat from China.</p> <p>"They not only smell bad but the toxic chemicals they give off are pure poison," explained a customs official.</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://blue2pink.blog.co.uk/2009/11/13/rabbit-poo-cigs-7366413/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:blue2pink.blog.co.uk,2009-11-13:/2009/11/13/lady-bloging-7366189/blue2pink2009-11-13T13:12:38+01:002009-11-13T13:12:38+01:00 <p><a href="http://www.blog.co.uk/media/photo/makeup_mouse_double/4104625" title="makeup_mouse_double"><img src="http://data6.blog.de/media/625/4104625_125f6dd590_m.jpg" alt="makeup_mouse_double"></a><a href="http://www.blog.co.uk/media/photo/mouse_iron/4104626" title="mouse_iron"><img src="http://data6.blog.de/media/626/4104626_6728e342e8_m.jpg" alt="mouse_iron"></a> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://blue2pink.blog.co.uk/2009/11/13/lady-bloging-7366189/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>